Tuesday, July 14, 2009
















I have not posted anything in forever and a day, and so many things have changed!! First of all there is no more snow on the ground, I guess that may be because it's the middle of July!!! The girls and I have also moved to Cedar City, which is about four hours from Salt Lake. Yes, that is where Holly and her family lives. We are living right next door to her, (her poor husband probably hates it)!! Right now, as I am writing this my girls are in San Clemente visiting their dad. I have been without children for about 15 days!!! If any mom out there is thinking what a wonderful break that might be, let me tell you it is so stinkin lonely and painful! I miss them so much my heart and stomach hurt. I miss making sure they are fed, entertained, happy, clean, and content. I even miss their fighting!! I have to keep reminding myself that while I may miss them like crazy, it is so good for them to be with their daddy. I know that he is taking good care of them and they will have great memories of this summer with dad!! On somewhat of a personal note, Jason if you read this I am truly happy for everything that you have accomplished and you have been an ispiration to me!! I know that when our girls are with you they will be well taken care of and happy. Although I don't want to admit it, I'm just a little worried they won't want to come home to their yelling, screaming, and somewhat crazy mommy!! As for the pictures I'm posting, they are just random shots of the last few months. My little girls, if you read this just know how much mommy truly does love and miss each one of you. I could go on right now about the million different things I love and cherish about your different personalities but it would take forever. I can't wait to see you this Saturday!!!!!